Won't wait for someone to see me Been away cause nobody needs to know I bleed Needs to know I bleed Scarves for every season Blanket all my shame Oh Searching for reasons You're the author of my pain Oh Lost in the pages Rearranged Soul diver was it worth it? High-flyer in the circus And oh The cancer's on the surface You don't deserve it You don't deserve it Through all the worry and pain we move on Can't ignore the wishes of a setting Sun Fade into forever while thеy play along I see the end in front of me I'm free It doеsn't matter I don't want it now No I don't Doesn't mean that I don't need it You You're gonna get to know the monster well Oh so well Oh Searching for reasons You're the author of my pain Oh Lost in the pages Rearranged Soul diver was it worth it? High-flyer in the circus And oh The cancer's on the surface You don't deserve it You don't deserve it Through all the worry and pain we move on And though the hurt remains we move on It's feast or famine You decide The walls are closing faster Through holy wars we're fast asleep Understanding self-defeat Was it worth it after all? Was it worth it after all? Soul diver was it worth it? High-flyer in the circus Soul diver was it worth it? High-flyer in the circus