And I hope this makes you miss me And I hope this makes you wanna kiss me And I hope hearing this hurts you Because it's supposed to I saw you hiding between my stars You saw me hiding under my scars I was scared to let you in I swear I'll never do that again Will this feeling ever go away? I feel stuck and stagnant everyday And I'm not sure what moving foreword is anymore And I'll let boys with ugly hearts kiss me Searching for something to fix me I just want to feel whole again Want somewhere to call a home again But I'm scared I won't find anywhere on my own