searching for reparations of his mistakes the only way out was to try acceptation in a place where death is always present for people like him the way to medical cure appeared insuperable to that feeble person facing depressive visions fear takes part for all people around the end seems to come near thought's divided but pain talks louder vis medicatrix insecure solution the real sickness lives in the spirit euphony of contradictions frustration decepction loneliness death is arriving with agrievment of disease when a man propose him a last chance