What's Happening To Me

what's happening to me 
my soul is getting broken 
there are too many things I had to say 
but they are forgotten 
(here) I feel a growing pain 
lots a poison in your veins 
''you're not a girl''…confused air 
''it's better if you take the train'' 
don't let me see your face 
don't let me watch your eyes 
I'm screaming like a monkey 
I'm running as ten baseball layers 
hey, can you hear my scream 
I feel it like a dream 
I find impossible to be myself 
but it's not for my healt!