Your games are a waste of time; why am I still here When now I know you’re not what you pretend to be I remember you weren’t there waiting for me In my darkest of hours and you won’t see the end of me In your castle I fall down to my knees I surrender; forget all my pleas I don’t care if it makes me ill Give me what I need My words are a waste of breath falling on deaf ears It’s as if all I try are just feeble attempts to see If I can free myself from all the fear In my darkest of hours that you will be the death of me Writhing and yearning my insides are burning I’m trying to stay in control I should be smarter but that makes it harder To crawl out of this hole Kick me… stone me… drown me I don’t know how far I’ll go; will I soar or drown below? Is there strength that I don’t see Or, as I fear, will your hell be the death of me?