Is this a dream or a nightmare? Am I asleep or awake? Chaos was always my ally Evil was always my faith Pale white my skin, black leather Bloodshot my yellow eyes Friends called me doomed denier I was a hater of life My mind was changing They showed it on the news Society is burning Anger and madness The world is going nuts Exceeding my own badness I worshiped Satan But now I'm cured Took off my gothic outfit And will walk holy ways Meet me in church on Sunday Time to pray Humans destroying the planet Plundering, ravenous race I see the sinners and liars Mega-corp laughs in my face Demonic deeds and suffering All hope forever lost Hell came to earth But no one gives a shit about the cost! My mind was changing They showed it on the news Society is burning Anger and madness The world is going nuts Exceeding my own badness I worshiped Satan But now I'm cured Took off my gothic outfit And will walk holy ways Meet me in church on Sunday Time to pray Hurricane, fire and flooding Famine and virus-attacks Even the horsemen are jobless Apocalypse made by us Do we expect salvation? Forgiveness for our shame? Don't see the downward spiral? Fuck off and die, who's to blame? My mind was changing They showed it on the news Society is burning Anger and madness The world is going nuts Exceeding my own badness! I worshiped Satan But now I'm cured Took off my gothic outfit And will walk holy ways Meet me in church on Sunday Time to pray I worshiped Satan But now I'm cured Took off my gothic outfit And will walk holy ways Meet me in church on Sunday Time to pray! Time to pray! Diary of a nihilist! Time to pray!