Where am I? I'm so confused After dark, into the brainstorm I never hide inside my mind Here I stand, facing the abyss Making notes, successfully Piece by piece, like a brain teaser The optmist can see the light The pessimist just sees the darkness Gotta make it over Overdose of feelings Feeling of emptyness Empty jar full of lies Gotta make it real Truth is never hidden Secrets unrevealed The blackest rainbow Now I know, you see Got to believe I'm a master of disaster Now you know, I see These ingredients are a Recipe for disaster A little dose of reality A pinch of bouts of insanity A bit of false sense of security Sometimes it’s sweet but it tastes so bitter Recipe for disaster Recipe for, recipe for, recipe for disater