Tom: Em Em C G I promised myself it won't happen a second time Em C G I promised myself I'd be stronger, I'd be fine Em C G Why can't I see, that I am weak? That I am hurt? C That I am gone? G And that I'd been so all along [Chorus 1] Em C G But I am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world Em C G I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy Em I am just me, but I like joy C G I am destroyed, but I'll be fine Em If I'm confused, I'll stop in time C Wait for a sign [Chorus 2] C G I am afraid of what's to come D C These kids are blocking out the sun And now I'm left G Drowning in lies D C Can't differentiate the tides Is this the truth? G Is this real life? D C This tends to happen all the time G I can't decide who to believe D And so I grieve Em Inside C G Em C G Inside [Verse 2] Em C G Why does my head never make sense? Stresses me out to count to ten Em C G Let's go again, travel inside To stop my conscious in my mind Em C G But now I'm fine, so I pretend But really I just want to end Em C What can't make sense G I want to die But who am I? [Chorus 1] Em C G But I am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world Em C G I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy Em I am just me, but I like joy C G I am destroyed, but I'll be fine Em If I'm confused, I'll stop in time C Wait for a sign [Chorus 2] C G I am afraid of what's to come D C These kids are blocking out the sun And now I'm left G Drowning in lies D C Can't differentiate the tides Is this the truth? G Is this real life? D C This tends to happen all the time G I can't decide who to believe D And so I grieve Em Inside C G Em C G Inside, inside, inside, inside, inside [Bridge] G Please let me in Bm Em Please let me in G I promise I won't leave again Please let me out Bm Em Please let me out G I promise I won't speak about D Em What you have done, not to assault G I want to live, just be at home D Em But I'm not home when I'm with you I'm sorry, tell me what to do Em Tell me what to do D I'm scared of you Of what you've done G I'm scared of what I will become Em Because so far C G [Chorus 1] Em C G But I am just a kid that's lost in darkness Of this big and scary world Em C G I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy Em I am just me, but I like joy C G I am destroyed, but I'll be fine Em If I'm confused, I'll stop in time C Wait for a sign