My hands are cold And I see my face Will you mind if I just hide away Nowadays I just feel so sad Nowadays nothing makes me feel glad But Every time I tell the truth Screaming: I hate you, I hate you I don't know what I'm thinking I don't know how to fake this But Every time I tell a lie I feel kind of better inside I know it isn't healthy I know, I know, I know just why I am melting In this pastel colored fever dream But can you hear me Unleashing the most gruesome screams? My hands are cold And I see my face Will you mind if I just hide away Nowadays I just feel so sad Nowadays nothing makes me feel glad But Every time I tell the truth Screaming: I hate you, I hate you I don't know what I'm thinking I don't know how to fake this But Every time I tell a lie I feel kind of better inside I know it isn't healthy I know, I know, I know just why I am melting (I am melting) In this pastel colored fever dream (in this pastel colored fever dream) But can you hear me (but can you hear me) Unleashing the most gruesome screams? (unleashing the most gruesome screams?) My hands are cold And I see my face Will you mind if I just hide away Nowadays I just feel so sad Nowadays nothing makes me feel glad My hands are cold And I see my face Will you mind if I just hide away Nowadays I just feel so sad Nowadays nothing makes me feel glad But Every time I tell the truth (I am melting) Screaming: I hate you, I hate you (in this pastel colored fever dream) I don't know what I'm thinking (but can you hear me) I don't know how to fake this (unleashing the most gruesome screams?) But Every time I tell a lie (I am melting) I feel kind of better inside (in this pastel colored fever dream) I know it isn't healthy (but can you hear me) I know, I know, I know just why (unleashing the most gruesome screams?)