And it takes more time than ive ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. As young as i was, i felt older back then, more disciplined, stronger and certian. But i was scared to death of eternity, i was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety, and i lied to myself and said it was for the best. So now faith is replaced with logic so cold, ive disregarded what i was now that im older. And i know much more then i did back then, but the more i learn the more i cant understand. And ive become content with this life that i lead, where i drink to much and dont believe in much of anything. And i lie to myself, and say its for the best. Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come... Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come (And i lie to myself, and say its for the best) Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come(And i lie to myself, and say its for the best) Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come (And i lie to myself, and say its for the best) Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come (And i lie to myself, and say its for the best) E toma mais tempo do que eu sempre tive Drena a vida de mim Faz-me querer esquecer Tão jovem qaunto eu era, eu me sentia velho depois Mais disciplinado, forte e decidido Mas eu estava morrendo de medo da eternidade Eu fui salvo pela graça Mas destruído pela ingenuidade E eu menti para mim mesmo E disse que era para o melhor E agora fé está recolocada com uma lógica tão fria Tenho desconsiderado o que eu era Agora que estou crescido E sei muito mais do que antes Mas quanto mais aprendo Mais entendo E tronei alegre com essa vida que eu conduzo Onde eu bebo muito e não acredito em muitas coisas E minto para mim mesmo E digo "é para o melhor" Nós estamos avançando, mas seguramos nós mesmos E estamos esperando por algo que nunca chegará...