And I'm trying, I'm trying so hard How could you sleep at night With those pictures on your mind I can not find the reason to just try I can not find the reason to just try Don't u feel betrayed by your selfish actions Ref. And I'm trying, I'm trying so hard How could you sleep at night With those pictures on your mind I do, I do thank you for nothing at all I do, I do thank you for nothing at all When the curtain falls it's not me Being judged by your missing empathy This is leading nowhere by now You should have listened to my prayers somehow You are who you are, guided by decisions you've made Choose by your heart not by their expectations They don't know how to feel alive And when everyone is jumping the bridge, is it you going first? Because it's me, laughin' my ass off, when you hit the ground I will live a live you're never able to pass, you're never able to pass Don't you feel betrayed? Ref. And I'm trying, I'm trying so hard How could you sleep at night With those pictures on your mind I do, I do thank you for nothing at all I do, I do thank you for nothing at all Thank you for nothing, for nothing at all, no This is my deepest wish, this is my deepest wish