if you could stop my heart from beating just by opening your eyes would you spend your days in darkness just to be here by my side? or would you look up at me crying and watch me crumble to the floor as i beg you just to lay with me and close your eyes once more how can you leave me here waiting for you to come back home and tell me i was never the one you saw when you close your eyes the name you called into the night im just a way of passing time 'till the moment is right so please dont kick me when im down im only trying to find my way out of this lie