Lifeless eyes fill the void of this ever growing silence that eats away me White lies I tell myself while I'm asleep that I'm possibly dying I come back to these things night after night for days on repeat I don't know why I try anymore I can't control anything My mind fucking racing Things I can't see, I can't hear Always comes back to dying I feel like I'm sinking In this ever growing hole Of depression and Chilling anxiety Time flies, days on repeat with constant drowning of my thoughts and well being So sit back, don't try to sleep Just wait as you being to pull apart entirely Can't you hear me? At this point why do you keep listening I can't control anything My mind is fucking racing Things I can't see, I can't hear Always comes back to dying I feel like I'm sinking In this ever growing hole Of depression and Chilling anxiety I never wanted anything I never find myself to blame Keep calm, breath deep just listen to me I can feel the air as I'm falling, I'm falling