The past came back and whispered in my ear Suspended in time, the hour draws near The future can't remember where it leads The light in your eyes begins to leave These two hands Carried you out of this life Every day I wake up paralyzed We did all we could to keep you alive Learn to live without you by my side Wishing I'd been the one who died My hands and my heart Are empty Missing this vital force Within me All that I am Changed forever I have to believe It gets better