Faking truth of reason searching empty boxes Faking nothing in place of trapping tight and gorgeous Making public image training smiling perfect Dressing head to toe going socialized I was killing myself for you Believed in what you say Hiding myself for you Trying to be what you said Little by little one by one Even it's so baby step I want to be myself Hiding inside so scaring showing through publicity Keeping away nobody going back to shelter Brain washing for the system to be fit in Escalated meaning being isolated Making on excuse for nothing Running away from nothing Frightened out of nothing Anxious time for nothing