I don't have the dreams I keep hearing about I can't pretend that I don't try I wanna stop pretending We're so content with passing by But how could I think That it's one or the other When it's been so clear from the start? To live in this world Without you, here I have only half a heart Because it's in my veins Not to be the same Blank and erased and tied into knots Turning into chalk And all the blackboard stains I'd really rather not Oh no, here I go Driftin' in and out and to the back To escape, she says, jump in! Runnin' from my feet as if I ever had a chance Oh no, here I go Driftin' in and out and to the back To escape, she says, jump in! Runnin' from my feet as if I ever had a chance Oh no, here I go Driftin' in and out and to the back To escape