When white appears in my eyes A tear's flowing down my cheek The pain caused by thousand pinpricks My heart shattered into several parts On desire a shout occurs where is the sense, it is over The time trickles away and passes The- question to myself who i am If i'm prepared for a new period in my life Misery and begging, who will be able to understand The engine in my head will never rest But its sense won't come back again The certainty, to split my brain with something unintentional To scan my mental strain by myself Never again lonely, even if the mirror shows only my inner self Greedy and ruling my only purpose I can feel spreading change Bundling up, canalizing. but what points out intelligence? Edged out, but nut forgotten, eaten up by the brain's cox