I woke up at 9: 30 Thinking I had already missed The daylight But it won't be here for Another two hours It doesn't matter I'll probably sleep through it anyway I drift through my days like a zombie Looking for reflections of her In the grayness of it all The daylight only lasts for A couple of hours So I haven't seen any colors For a couple of weeks It doesn't matter I've always been into bleakness Even my dreams are in black and white But maybe that is just because so are The photos of her The last evidence that she Happiness really did exist