I can see the white ash falling 
from your tongue as you curse me
and the deception of your child 
like behavior burns words into my fragile mind
pull me down into your own private hell
so I can understand the twisted silence 
and the reason for your broken halo
(I still wait for that moment)
but know I'll stand here looking 
for a way into your heart
your eyes so beautiful 
but filled with so much hate
shut them now because I see 
your soul wilting over promises made by man
and your hands that cover 
your frail body break the eggshell