The magic bus snailed me to Patrick's housewarming Most of our friends were tranquilized by then It's my fault for saying I'd try everything once 'Cause this Olympics in my chest might be my first and last one Surface-level conversation, I hate faking interest Comparing leaving certs over bloody serviettes I was in oblivion when she turned me around Drenched in nerves, my speech was slurred and my innocence revealed It hurts my head I always forget my name It's absurd I'm losing it again Lay like a pretzel, intertwine her limbs with mine I'm trying to keep everything inside She wants to know me, but my mouth doesn't move right I wanted to be honest, but it's not working tonight Hurts my head I always forget my name It's absurd I'm losing it again I'm a fly on Heaven's gate She's a sequinned escape Sipping from a can She must think I'm a state Checking I still have a pulse Feels like I hugged a moving bus She dances naked on the bed To teach me body confidence I'm losing it again I'm losing it again Hurts my head I always forget my name It's absurd I'm losing it again Hurts my head I always forget my name It's absurd I'm losing it again I'm losing it again Again Again Again