I've been scared and lonely I've asked myself Is something wrong with you My girlfriend told me I need some time alone to deal with issues But something makes me carry on It's difficult to understand Why I always wanna fight I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle You always call me And ask me how I make it through the day I'm always fallin' I guess it's just God's way of Makin' me pay But something makes me carry on It's difficult to understand Why I always wanna fight I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle When I- I wonder why I try And I - I wonder why I bother And I - I wonder why I cry Why I - I go through all this trouble I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle