i want i need i hunt i see the one i want and then i proceed to make a fool out of myself and then i suceed it happened so fast i cant even grasp if whats real is real and how she makes me feel when shes holding my hand and calling me her man and telling all her friends we'll be together till the end and then i blow it i didnt even know it i found out from a friend who found out from a friend and right before my eyes it cumbled to the ground my permanent smile has turned to a frown it happened so fast i cant even grasp whats going on or whats going wrong is it something i said or my skills in the bed i doesnt matter now because she wishes i was dead i know its just the way it goes i guess i had to find out the hard way i guess i'll write it off i guess i'll get pissed off i guess i'll blame it all on you and now i'm back but now i lack the sense of pride that she gave to me and maybe someday i'll get it again i'll just wait and see it happened so fast i cant even grasp whats going on and whats going wrong are you in are you out are you having some doubt is it really your fault or should you just bow out where you going tonight...with me?