How can I expect the world to fall before my feet If nothing that I’ve ever done has meant the world to me And how can I expect the world to fall before my feet If nothing that I’ve ever done has meant anything I was always backed by myself Never had nobody else In a way I’d been selfish So when it came time for a change I set a roadblock in my own way I became a thorn in my own side A traffic jam for miles But if this loophole serves right I’ll make it back home on time I wish I were back by myself Yeah on my ugly little shelf In a way I can’t help it But with the game almost won I took a chance and bought my own gun But if this loophole serves right I’ll stop just to say I tried If I can’t take the verdict If I think back too far Will I become a burden Could I settle the score This shit Scares me Half to death with who I could be This shit Scares me Twice as much as it always seems These words Find me In between angst and apathy This thing OCD I say the word so it can’t hurt me