dignity drops like flakes of skin forgive and forget i'm the victim the blinders are ripped from my eyes the front is now shown i can see the lies drowning in hope where's the surface where are my eyes they've been stripped from my head my ears shut off i can't hear what you've said the pain rips my mind never stopping for fear i reach for myself my actions not clear i choke on every word that i've said to you stripped of my innocence i gave you my trust once a believer can you taste my disgust what have you given me to remember you by just painful reminders and a mouthful of lies so many times i have trusted so many times i have fallen i've fallen down you've sucked the life right out of me i confronted you but you fail to see that i'm tired and it's getting fucking old i want to break you and your fucking mold i want to seize you i want to break you what can i do to get through to you can't you see what's inside of me are you going to suck the life out of me