I'm not sure What all of this has been for ’Cause as I leave Your shadows melt behind me Without a sound I'm gone And they'll never know As my aching bones recite the notes to inside jokes That they’ve lost Is it me that they all forgot? I had hope They'd be unattached before the last Going home And that hope was matched but maybe that was fear All along It's all so new and I fear that I cared for you Every truth Was a lie And you never cared I'm just a dopamine high that you couldn't get out of your hair Tell me why I swore I was faking but leaving you made me cry And you'll never know As my aching bones recite the notes to inside jokes That you've lost Is it me that you all forgot? Is it me that you all And you never cared (and you'll never know) I'm just a dopamine high you couldn’t get out of your hair (as my aching bones recite the notes to inside jokes) Tell me why (that you've lost) I swore I was faking but leaving you made me cry (is it me that you all forgot?) Is it me that you all forgot?