Let me destroy this One drink at a time I’m the escapist I’m way out of line So when it crumbles it's no one's problem but mine This ain’t the right way That’s all I can tell My scars are drawing A roadmap of hell It cut me deeper to walk on egg shells I got to die a little To live at all And I remind myself I want it all If I die a little Just let me fall I got to die a little To live at all I hold the answer It's as stubborn as me It loves hiding I love a good mystery I could find my way out but I’d rather be lonely Let me destroy this I don’t care how it ends I’m a survivor I break as fast as I mend I’ll live in pieces if I don’t get it together again Danger lurks right out the door Calling in ways I can’t ignore Baby don’t worry This is my journey Bringing me back to lifeu