I know the way inside my heart But nothing seems to get that far I've spent my life down on my back It falls asleep, it pops and cracks And when the sun comes up again My body dries and shrivels Then some nice man is over me So I throw up and giggle (hard to understand) My soul is cheap, lay on top of me I peel myself up off the floor Say "I can't do this anymore" But then my soul has run away So I lay down another day