4ever young I hate Shinigami I wanna fly to the sky right now Dissipate to the grave right now Just thought I would have known it all by now Put the barrel in my mouth right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, can't feel My body, can't hear A sound, right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, I'm too Far gone, please hold Me down I don't think that you noticed I'm so distant, out of focus Paint a picture with my ignorance Feel the spectrum with dissonance Dissolution, destruction I am a product of corruption In due time, I'll find you Until then, I'll remind you Of a place you've seen, buried in your dreams Haven't visited in years, why does it mean so much to me? I wanna fly to the sky right now Dissipate to the grave right now Just thought I would have known it all by now Put the barrel in my mouth right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, can't feel My body, can't hear A sound, right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, I'm too Far gone, please hold Me down Think about this when I'm sleeping When I'm awake, watch the willows weeping Look me in my tired eyes You know that it's no surprise Watch my world come crashing down Can't ignore the silence now Run my skull into the ground Every time I hear the sound [Bridge] Of a place I've seen, buried in my dreams Haven't visited in years, why does it mean so much to me? Aye, I wanna fly to the sky right now Dissipate to the grave right now Just thought I would have known it all by now Put the barrel in my mouth right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, can't feel My body, can't hear A sound, right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, I'm too Far gone, please hold Me down Aye, I wanna fly to the sky right now Dissipate to the grave right now Just thought I would have known it all by now Put the barrel in my mouth right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, can't feel My body, can't hear A sound, right now Right now, I'm up I'm down, I'm too Far gone, please hold Me down