It never rains anymore I've been lying on the floor So disgusted with myself Can't fucking take this anymore I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice Hands shaky like my life It's fucking hard just to type None of my friends are alright Just hiding tears in our eyes Trust me, I wish I could stop caring I swear to God, I'm fucking trying My head's just fucked up from the lying (from the lying) Honest, I wish you never met me (I wish you never met me) My head's just fucked up from the lying (from the lying) Honest, I wish you never met me (I wish you never met me) It never rains anymore I've been lying on the floor So disgusted with myself Can't fucking take this anymore I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice I have this this hole in my chest It hurts so bad, I can't rest Waking up from all this stress I'm fucking trying my best To live a life on my own I always stare at my phone Waiting for you to hit me back Because I always feel alone I'm the thorn in the roses Body decomposing Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice Leave me in the past I bet no one will even notice