I spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares He told me that life wasn't fair He taught me how to hate myself and hide it He showed me how to die behind my eyelids I'm pretty sure he doesn't have the best intentions And I think I really need an intervention I'll go out All alone With a smile on my face And I promise I'm not scared of you I'm not scared of you I spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience She told me I shouldn't have fear She taught me how to love myself But I didn't listen Now I've become too self-aware I'll go out All alone With a smile on my face And I promise I'm not scared of you I'm not scared of you Say bye to all my friends Waiting for the end This is the path I've chosen I can't pretend That everything is fine My life's a fucking lie The demon on my shoulder Has won this time I spoke to the demon He murdered the angel And now I've got blood on my hands