Well I think everyone I love has turned against me And I think everything you told me was a lie And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry But then I fuck it up again I know you're trying to help, but when you call I know we can't be more than friends If I'm not enough for you right now Go ahead and leave 'Cause it's not getting any better You can blame me if you want Well I think everyone I love has turned against me And I think everything you told me was a lie And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside And she said don't go The nights get so cold But I still ran away, I hate L. A Can't eat, my bones show And I know that you're hurting For that, I'm sorry But I won't let you take it out on me I won't let go of my hopes Don't say it's just a dream I think I should call it a night I've been staring too long at this screen If you wanna leave, you can go It makes it easy for me Well I think everyone I love has turned against me (Turned against me) And I think everything you told me was a lie (Everything you told me) And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it (I don't see it) But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside