All I had going for me Is my sanity, my sanity But in an instant It was taken from me, taken from me With the loss of all I loved And the life I was so proud of Now im rebuilding from the ground up My only company Was my doggy, my doggy But then my nightmare turned out to be Reality, reality So I decided who did thos to me Has to clean up the mess it leaves And I decided whats best for me Was to leave my shell mentally And all my friends just couldnt believe And my mom was so worried for me And I wonder what's left for me Now that I lost my sanity