I explain to myself - Too much drugs? Maybe i'm sick? I close my eyes and the darkness Becomes the eternity, I feel -Your- world going away, This moment like a fly on a shit, Rotting bodies , Everlasting scream, I feel the stench of human existence And god is late for the meeting I see myself slashing my flatmate's artery, I go further, Faster, I run, I feel relife, Warmth is going through my backbone The washing - Mashine is spin - Drying, The hum of everyday news on the radio, A head in my hands.... I keep it and see it in harmony with my emotions, Suddenly so calm at the moment The eternity is so blessed And god is still late for the meeting...