Turning the strings of my mind Undistinguished knot of hate Stolen knot of fear of waste Dew on the furthest limits Lividity of hatred against you Rubbing raw against your game Plays of dreams and circus schemes Cuts and bruises line her face The stained dress soaked in warm piss Diseased The circus queen Abortion of your dreams Diseased The circus queen Abortion of your dreams I slit my wrists for solace Drop by drop I'm creating my silence Smile fill of rotten teeth Glimmer in the moonlight Drink from this pool of hate Seal your fate I slit my wrists for solace Drop by drop I'm creating my silence I slit my wrists for solace Drop by drop I'm creating my silence Mine will rise Delusions and fantasies All come screaming to a halt Caught up in the board game of life and death Equilibrium lost Far from within I died and left a trail of madness behind Demented bliss Inebriation Rise