How many times I heard your voice And thought the words are true How many moments I looked in your face And thought the look is sincere My trust in you had made it real You had stole a peace from me My faith in you turn out to be As a disastrious trap for me Do you believe that I wish from you Wish that you treat me like a fool If I could grab that what I feel I would crush it in my hands To be thoughtless in my mind That this anguish ever ends I hear my voice quite clean and plain With no receiving sense I see my face so pure and sharp Without recognizing myself Though you bring darkness in my live And notice senseless misery In spite of this I´m on your side Though you bring spirits in my world A world of illusion that I know In spite of this I´m on your side This weakness let my sense confuse If I could take this what you believe I would grab it with my hands To retain it and to destroy That this cruelty ever ends