Dark days

When I think, and remember,
How life is hard for me.
I was thinking, I was hopping,
How my day is gonna be.

And I almost die, so I can fly away  ( night and day )
I will try to keep on all my life 
To change my dark days

I´ll try to keep all the time,
I´ll try to keep all my life,
I´ll try to keep "on" but it´s so hard for me . . .