I'm falling away from hope again Something I know all too well And I fear I might have broken A promise I made to myself Seems I can hang over the edge And keep my Feet down on the floor And I know I can't let you in 'cause my hand's against the door I can't love you when I'm sober, with nowhere to place the blame And when the light shines through the window, a dirty inside still remains I can't love you when I'm sober, when you're lying next to me But something's got you holdin' on Holdin' on Holdin' on to me There's not a Time that I've been perfect and not a time that you were wrong If I can't feel today, how should I Live tomorrow? (Live tomorrow) This is the only way, the world seen Through a bottle And I see behind that pretty face, you don't know You don't know me Holdin' on To somethin' that'll never be (to somethin' that'll never) Life under the influence is all I know, and all I see Life under the influence is takin' over me Life under the influence is all I know and all I see And I'm drowning in the water, cause The hook is in too deep (in too deep) And I can't