Benighted my soul Walks alone Shores of autumn Felt my steps Dying leaves Touch the surface And drift away To your new home I see reflections So familiar On shaking silver Wry from my tears Creating visions That gone so long Half forgotten once back I scribe your pain Never be the same That infant boy Joyfully smiles From photos I'll always remember Your words and caress I see your face again "Desperation That dream again... Village-I'm standing at the bloody pool At the bed I found book lies unread And the windows still unshut Are you hear me in silent death?" I am he unrested stranger Stacked between two worlds Horrid past depress me down Spring caged, condemned and weak I lurk in furthest shapes Healing wounds seems hungry mouths Arctic cold binds my mind Thin webs spread empathic Colors die in eternal mist Heart anguish is countless