I'm wide awake laying here in my bed I'm thinking back on all the ways I probably fucked up again I wish that somebody could save me I know nobody can I'm trying to read you like a book But all your pages are bent I'm just trying to make you happy But I'm sad Trying to win your heart again 'Cause I lost that Ballin' out on Instagram 'Cause you watch that But you gave me another fucking nosebleed Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it 'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm Another fucking nosebleed Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling 'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding 'Cause I'm bleeding 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm, cause I'm Yeah (So I've been thinking about this for a long time And I... I think it's probably best if we just stop this shit 'Cause it's... it's really fuck up with my head Fuck up with my head Fuck up with my head) You know I don't fuck around with my exes It's weird trying to make an exception You leave me on read for a week with my message You might aswell just get a fucking reception Well maybe it's better I just lay it out Remember that weekend you came to my house Yeah, while you were asleep With your head on my shirt You also came up on my roomate's tinder Funny, never thought I'd care 'Cause that's the way we met And now you're playing with my hair And it feels good, I'll admit it But I know there's other bitches That would actually care But you gave me another fucking nosebleed Go ahead and hit me harder, darling do it 'Cause I like the kind of pain that I've been feeling 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm Another fucking nosebleed Take my heart and bash it right against the ceiling 'Cause I like the taste of blood that I've been bleeding 'Cause I'm bleeding 'Cause I'm feeling 'Cause I'm, cause I'm Yeah