The existance, of this enemy, a cursed enemy, alone you sit in silence, Patient, waiting, with the thoughts of a criminal criminal mind What's coming over me? who's gotten inside you? [chorus] My life won't start until you stop, And it feels like the first time. i was innocent of the truth If i could make, today, forever, Then i wouldn't fear the thought of living, without you But you're a liarm filthy liar, Your sick pathetic attempts to infiltrate, my mind As we suffer, spiral down this misery misery, no You've got the best of me, i've got the worst of you [chorus] My life won't start until you stop, And it feels like the first time. i was innocent of the truth You're not the remedy, this sickness described to me is not love... love. Not love, no... anymore. so just be perfect, and be reborn, And it feels like the first time, i have ever been free... Free to respond Free to believe Free to to redeem myself from anger Freedom to love Freedom to hate Free to express my soul's compassion Freedom to live Freedom to die Free to commit to starting over Free to fail Free to trust Freedom to know i'm not the victim Freedom to stop