Thoughts of death beseige the mind Reality the most rotten kind I fight the need to give up every day To fund the debts I'll never repay Day and night blur into one Meaningless, I lay here numb Remind myself of why I'm here Then mourn the death of all I hold dear Turn the hourglass over again I hear death calling 'round the bend Buried by the falling sand Because Time's all you ever had Denial slowly gets us by Reminds us all the paths we've tried Pretend meaning gives life purpose Then back to nothing, He returns us Dead to you Dead to me I'm all I'll Ever be Fuck this life Fuck this world Reduced to dust God's will unfurled Ignorant bliss We're running blind Deception's course Run through my mind The fate ahead Plauges mankind Together we suffer His plan divine Time creeps up with a killer's intent Can't help but wonder where the days went Alone you wait - the coffin calls Close the book on a life so small