I pick myself out of a hole so many times I can't remember how it feels on the other side I crossed the mountain Five foot tall six miles wide I hit the bottom sold my soul already hide This time I'm worried it's far too long Sometimes I feel I'm at the end of a gun And for all you're worth, and all my lies I can't protect you from a city in the sky Oh, Lookin' down the barrel of my gun Oh baby lookin' down my gun I've seen the pain I've seen the world I've had my fun The only time I feel safe is on the run We've lost some friends We've lost some time W'eve lost some tears I've been at the bottom of a bottle for so many years This time I'm worried it's far too long Sometimes I feel I'm at the end of a gun And for all you're worth, and all my lies I can't protect you from a city in the sky Oh, Lookin' down the barrel of my gun Oh baby lookin' down my gun