Oh Just turned 21 And I hate what I've become Wasting time as if I'm getting young I wanna rest but can't find peace 'Cause my sheets are drowning me I only live my dreams when I'm asleep So don't wait, I'm already Gone, gone, gone. 'Cause I'm far from fine But I'm close to the line It gets hard sometimes, so Oh, fuck, I'm not ok And I'm far too kind To the voices in my mind It gets hard sometimes so Oh, fuck, I'm not ok Oh Just turned 21 I feel too old to be this young I live alone with brittle bones and rust And karma's close in tow To collect the debts I owe And this life of mine's on borrowed time I know So don't wait, I'm already Gone, gone, gone. 'Cause I'm far from fine But I'm close to the line It gets hard sometimes, so Oh, fuck, I'm not ok And I'm far too kind To the voices in my mind It gets hard sometimes so Oh, fuck, I'm not ok Oh Oh, fuck, I'm not ok