Late in the evening I I got lost in a drawer of names Names on letters and photo booth strips Stubs from movies and baseball games From the cracks in my textured walls Weeps a loneliness that falls into the pit of my stomach Endless black like a new 8 ball But at this point I've mapped it out I know the shape of a great heartache I know the weight of a big mistake I know the sound of a warm crescendo falling away We could’ve made it last I tell myself that when I'm talkin’ to myself A disagreement seems as natural As a plant bending toward the Sun From the high horse where I sat You were also up there on your own ride An emergency and we both were in shock But these days I know the drill I know the shape of a great heartache I know the weight of a big mistake I know the feel of a magical moment fully explained And so do we just act normal? Do we smile even now? So many years past but I know Man, I know too much now So many years past but I know I just know too much now I know the shape of a great heartache I know the weight of a big mistake I know the depth of a sinking love you couldn’t persuade I know the depth of a sinking love you couldn’t persuade