Sadistic Intent

Lurking Terror

Sadistic Intent


All I feel nothingness 
Rage before my eyes 
Nothing to base my life upon 
Everything disguised 
Total black, just emptiness 
Felt inside my head 
My choice of life 
A life with death 
I watch the sky turn red 

Locked alone inside a room 
I'm counting off the days 
My mind is blank, my body's numb 
Deceased in every way 
Slip into an empty void 
To try and find my place 
My crippled soul, laid to rest 
Death I will embrace 

Now that the end looks 
As it draws so near 
My mind and body get stricken 
With terror, death and fear 

Lurking terror strikes my mind 
Tolls of bells bring on death signs 
Horrified madness immolates my soul 
Can't escape, is it time to go? 

Terror strikes, it blinds my sight 
Death flashes all through my mind 
Fear is cast, the end is near 
Horrified terror, death and fear 

Leave my world to try and find 
Something I don't know 
Unsure I leave my state of mind 
Uncertain I should go 
Looking for solutions 
Many problems I can't solve 
Alone I sit back in my chair 
And feel my mind dissolve