I hate when I'm left on my own again I'm just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold 'em quick Lost in emotions and potions this Is me reaching and you can't even notice it You took my heart and then froze it quick Locked up the door and my chest and regret that I opened it Vision is slow and can't focus I feel like my head is exploding Shit's getting old and my time is approaching This is a mindset I think that my minds fuckin' broken Just look at the way that I'm coping Ounce nothing less what I'm smoking This is the life that I've chosen And I've had regrets every step of the way Puffed up my chest as I left through the flame Left you for dead and in my head I'm insane Dead for a red as I bled out in pain What do you want from me This is just honesty 'cause honestly I'll fall asleep Before it gets hard to breathe Ill constantly just fall to piece You know it's hard for me but still you pry so modernly This is a tragedy or more just like a comedy Keep playing the victim I know all of the lies your tryna sell I'm stuck in this room that's full of these mirros all I got is myself You know I live for the pain You know I'm stuck in the rain I do it again and again and again And everything's broken and always in the vein