Waking up, there it was Feeling free, feeling numb Not my thing, not my style That's not me, a denial Help me, i'm gay Can't get away Don't make me pretend Help me, i'm gay Walking out, feel the steps See the looks, hear the laughs All the voices, they just curse It's not my choise, not my fault Help me, i'm gay Can't get away Don't make me pretend Help me, i'm gay Here i go, down the earth I am straight, well not that much Get a boy, try to fit My own unhappy family! Help me, i'm gay Can't get away Don't make me pretend Help me, i'm gay