I fuck things up for no reason Change life up each change of the seasons And I'll find love Though I don't need it Follow my gut because all my heart was never enough I don't wanna give up But I don't wanna go on this way I don't wanna break hearts or shame I'll take blame for not playing those games Hit me when I come up 'Cause I'll talk when life is made I need meaning, show me worth Give me purpose here on earth And life isn't so scary Grind till I get buried I'll change up just to change up Good change, bad change Life gotta vary I don't care where I go I care where I call home But this page I can't stop staring What words, what notes might carry I fuck things up for no reason Change life up each change of the seasons And I'll find love Though I don't need it Follow my gut because all my heart was never enough 'Cause I fall from grace, I'm my own worst enemy 'Cause I fall from grace It's a choice It's only me I fuck things up for no reason Change life up each change of the seasons And I'll find love Though I don't need it Follow my gut because all my heart was never enough