Searching a reason to get off my bed Feeling parched and underrated Rather not to learn of yesterday Sometimes ignorance's pleasant I disclose my inner self Just mistakes Revealing my inner self Revealing myself I am living In a state of oblivion Out of myself In a state of oblivion Erase the fear inside of me Sedated to avoid feelings of remorse My delusions coming to an end So I fill my glass with elation I disclose my inner self Just mistakes Revealing my inner self Revealing myself I am living In a state of oblivion Out of myself In a state of oblivion Erase the fear inside of me Sedated to avoid feelings of remorse I disclose my inner self Just mistakes Revealing my inner self Trauma, threatens to return Joyful illness Overwhelmed by confusion Craving, Vicious Begging for forgiveness I am living In a state of oblivion Out of myself In a state of oblivion Erase the fear inside of me Sedated to avoid feelings of remorse