Pitch black, pale blue It was stained glass variation of the truth And I felt empty handed You let me set sail with cheap wood So I patched up every leak that I could Til the blame grew too heavy Stich by stich I tear apart If brokeness is a form of art I must be a poster child prodigy Thread by thread I come apart If brokeness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks When I open my mouth I want to tell you but I don't know how I'm only honest when it rains An open book with a torn out page And my ink's run out I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you Pitch black, pale blue These wild oceans shake what's left of me loose Just to hear me cry mercy A strong wind at my back So I lift up the only sail that I have This tired white flag I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks When I open my mouth I want to tell you but I don't know how I'm only honest when it rains An open book with a torn out page And my ink's run out I want to love you but I don't know how Know how I'm only honest when it rains If I time it right the thunder breaks When I open my mouth I want to tell you but I don't know how I'm only honest when it rains An open book with a torn out page And my ink's run out I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you but I don't know how I want to love you